I have admitted before, that I have not felt any kind of spark with anyone in well years. There have been zero butterflies, and I can't remember the last time a man made me weak in the knees.
None of that has changed.
But I find myself every day nearly, looking forward to talking to this one guy. I find myself, slightly more relaxed when I bump into him. A guy who just a few months ago I wanted to throw out of a window every time I bumped into him. That guy being Storm.
Is this a crush? I keep telling myself that it can't be, simply because when I do talk to him, there is no nervousness, no blushing, no having to look everywhere but his face, no stumbling over my words.
I do not remember the last time I was this comfortable talking to a man either. {well other then addressing The Celebrity and The Other Guy in my blogs over the last few years}
I do not mix relationships with friendships. For me, they've always been two very different things. So, here I am, trying to sort out my feelings, wondering if I'm setting myself up for something that I won't be able to fix? Wondering if this is even anything to be wondering about?
And of course, I can't help but wonder... can you have a crush on someone you're not even attracted to?
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